I am really uncertain and confused as much as I do not want to admit it. I have so many things to accomplish in my life but, I really don't feel as though I have even begun to do so. I feel so empty but then again I don't feel empty. I want to know why this empty feeling is trying to take control over my emotions? What right does it have to make me feel so blah.... I try to stand up to this feeling but, then I just get pushed back down with a your not so good enough response!
Sometimes I feel as though I'm really to hard on myself, I give myself less credit then I deserve. I am a child of God and I should be astounded to know this. I should be dancing around not caring what anyone thinks. For the most part I really don't. I give my best effort into everything I do. I'm not one to sugar coat anything, you want to know who I am then I will tell you straight up. I am Megan and I love God with all my heart, I would do anything for him. I hope, I mean I know one day all my friends will come to see this magnificent part of christianity and will want what I have. This just might be what the empty feeling is that I have. My heart yearns and aches to see everyone I love have their own personal relationship with the one and only God that I serve. Or maybe my empty feeling is from not being in the missions field where I know my heart truly belongs. Helping all those who may need my help. I am willing to go anywhere to help in anyway that I am needed. I really have what point I am trying to get at in this blog, but some day I hope to have the answers.
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Awww Megan, as confused as you might be, always remember, we LOVE you!! =D
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