So much has happened too me over this past month, I've struggled, fell short of glory and became more aware of who I am.

Today marks one month of me being officially single, it's so sad too think that only a couple months ago I was so in love with someone, was really sure that he was the guy for me. I haven't heard from him or even received any texts messages really. So that right there is telling me, that he didn't want any part of my life. Saddens me, but also makes me happy that I didn't waste anymore of my time on someone who I wasn't meant too be with. So as you can see I am moving on focusing on me, and what God has planned for me. I am not wasting anymore of my time hoping, that he will see that one day we had something really special.

Moving on now..... Okay so I'm super excited, sad and nervous every emotion above. I am moving too Halifax in 4 days!!!!! YIPPEEEEE! Hoping for some new experiences, and too meet new people. I needed this change for a long time, I was feeling so trapped and stuck, as if I couldn't move anywhere. I started too feel so crowded, like there was no breathing room. I was suffocating in my own sorrow, anger and financial difficulties. I believe this move is going too be good for me, will help me grow, and become even more independent. Its what I feel is right for me. This is completely random, but this is lyrics too one of my favourite songs that truly explains me right now.

Standing still i'm gonna stand still, stiller than the stones
you know i will, oh you can test my will, it won't go breaking with my bones
take a picture, take a lasting look of the girl you once adored
hide it somewhere in your secret book, think of me no more

This is the new me, I am going too take a year too grow and become what I was meant too be, I have people around me that I ask too encourage me, and keep praying for me. I want too be completely changed and renewed. So my blog is going too be a new chapter in my life.